so when i finished school on wednesday i had the glorious goal to give myself a little personal time and draw that day. ended up basically fainting into the bed and sleeping till the next morning.. instead of drawing.
then i thought im going to draw on the weekend something. something really simple this time, because it has been a while since i drew something simple and basic instead of a whole 10+ hours illustration. when i decided this i .. imagined it a bit different, and planned with chanyeol, to be honest. then just before i started to draw .. .. this selca was brought to my attention. and changed everything.
it took me a little longer than an hour to draw this, not much. felt nice to draw something this quick instead of drawing it for weeks little by little. … but .. if i really want to be honest (and im sure its a bad idea to be this time) .. i didnt really do it wholeheartedly. sigh~ probably was a bad decision to draw at all. i have a huge amount of things to do, i am far from being called calm and relaxed, and my new illustration is just around the corner, and i have like a great amount of illustrations (20-30+ hours ones) in my head i wish to have time and soul to do.
and with those in my head, with the history of not sharing anything for months basically, and then drawing something this quick… i feel its not enough to share, though i have been drawing and sharing such simple portraits before, even sketches and worse ones, so i dont really know why im worried.
plus i dont really feel this one close to me.
though we can all agree that lulu looks amazing on that selca!
… enough negative advertising to this poor drawing. im satisfied with how it looks : D .. i wanted it to be half-finished. couldnt stop myself, so its not half-finished enough. now its just like:”i dont know whats going on”. .. its because of the lightning from below.
Tools: pencils, pastel.
Time: 1.5 hours.
the last photo i shared on twitter like two weeks ago already. its a wip picture from the new illustration. i tried to make it hard to guess who is it — my attempt failed in great time. haha : D its A2, and … yea, pretty detailed, coming with a video (unless i manage to ruin at the last stage, which will be risky actually, im a bit worried about it)…. and i will share it earlier if someone composes the song for me, cause .. … i cant. T___T i dont know how did i do with the Black Pearl, i had some high and great moment when i did, i cant now.
okay, finished writing, cause im freezing and my fingers dont move (cause of course my room is the only one where the heater doesnt wanna work, not the floor heating, not the normal ones, gosh, whywhywhy, im turning into ice princess here)